I Need A Vacation

I feel a meltdown coming on. As much as I am looking forward to my birthday dinner this weekend, even more, I am looking forward to next weekend when I get to petsit. I don't have a lesson next week so I can just be alone. Hopefully I will get some rest. Mom and I had a full house all weekend and we are both exhausted and need our space. We've agreed that I am going to go wherever I need to go when I need to go w/o getting someone to stay w/ her. She's tired of having people around too. We haven't been given the go-ahead yet for her to stay by herself but we have to in order for each of us to keep our sanity.

Yesterday, Cameron, Laura and Zuri came over. I've never heard a baby SCREAM like that. Once she was fed, she was ok. I took her for a walk outside and came back in and rocked her to sleep. It was nice to see them but mom and I were both exhausted when they left. Now I have to get thru this week. I have Friday off but I will be home w/ mom. She said I can go and do whatever I want. I think I will.